so far so good. not much drama happening which for me is very good. i love him more than ever but im getting better than the clingy type anymore. i guess that after sometime, everything will be in status quo but it doesn’t mean plateau. it’s just that i feel secure now more than ever. i want us to grow together and grow old together. i have yet to figure what i wanna do in my life.
since coming to canada, my life changed. a lot. im liking it although some things have taken the backseat. but i cannot be stagnant in just one state. i need to move and get want i want after some time. and i think now is the perfect time to plan.
so what do i want?
option 1 : go back to school after i get my PR. i hope to God that my nomination comes up fast and my PR comes out before my contract expires. is one year possible? nothing is impossible.
option 2: become an rn. if i get approved before november, there will a big chance that i can take the february exam. so i will have a chance to have a better job and better pay.
option 3: move to vancouver. that is our ultimate goal to fulfill in three years. and again, nothing is impossible.
what i gotta do.
number 1: save money. invest. and i should be firm on that. if i don’t start it now, it would be never. i should never touch my savings account. as in never until we move.
number 2: be more productive than just hang around with him all day. don’t take me wrong. being with him is the highlight of my day but we gotta have our own lives too. not seeing him would make us miss each other more.
number 3: what do i want to do? still can’t figure at the moment. maybe i will when i have more time to think and not distracted with stuff.
im happy now. despite family problems. all will be clear in due time. 
