i can’t be crying on my problems. i should be strong and just make solutions instead of pitying myself. i am a fighter. i have survived a lot. this is just a small hurdle.
i am worried about my health though not really on being pregnant.. i just hope i will just have some hormone pills and that is it. someday i would want babies, but not yet in the near future. i have a lot of stuff to do for myself. a lot to want.
my family problem is getting hopeless. i cant help them anymore. i asm just waiting for time to make it okay. i still love them.
i am going to start being healthy tomorrow. eat more veggies and fruits. go to the doctor.
i will also save and ivest my money. find english test and follow up my dole certificate.
i need to work on the collage too. i gotta have more time for myself.